I don't go to bars anymore..

And maybe I’m bored now. But I’d rather be bored then drunk and I’d rather stay in than hate myself.

(to those who love me - please read the memo at the end 💕)

I don’t go to bars anymore.

I stay in on Fridays.

My phone doesn’t buzz with the latest plan and I don’t wait for the texts.

They don’t come anymore.

The plan that will almost certainly put me in a place I don’t want to be, with people who don’t really know me - mostly because I never afforded them the possibility to do so.

The plan that will obviously include 4-5 margaritas at the very least, a very flattering outfit, and a thirst for some sense of attention (whether I knew it or not).